The chaos has still not subsided. I’ve been working full time, plus overtime, this week. In at 9, training til 5.30pm and then taking calls til 8pm. I’ve missed the boys terribly, but it’s been good in a way as I’ve had space to start looking after myself. I’m no good to them if I’m a disorganised, chaotic mess. Everything is still all over the place. I’m having to put off my OU stuff which I am gutted about, and I’m really not up to date with my chocolate fairy stuff either. I still don’t have a house sorted, though it’s not from lack of trying. Half my life is completely up in the air, though I feel like I’m actually beginning to be able to juggle at least a couple of balls at a time now.